I had mine 8 years ago... When I was fifteen. There is a ton of gruesome details I will not mention but I am still suffering. I'm 24 now and I think about it constantly, to myself. I've tried therapy but I haven't found the help I needed. If anyone else on here went through it at a young age and would like to reach out I feel that could help greatly... It'd be nice to feel I'm not alone for once...