Hoping someone will talk to me

[141maxiebubbie]

I had an abortion about a week ago. Unfortunately I am not Kylie Jenner and don’t have the funds to support a child right now however I really wish I could’ve kept him. I even gave him a name. I am grieving so profoundly right now and honestly sometimes I don’t want to be here. I hope someone can talk to me

 

[Trigeo]

Hi, welcome to our site. I hope you will create an account so you can join us on the main forums. This forum is only seen by other guests and by the site’s volunteers. It sounds like you had to make a really difficult choice and that you are struggling. Many of us have been there and have found support in our healing. We will help you through this.

 

[Halina02]

I had an abortion about a week ago. Unfortunately I am not Kylie Jenner and don’t have the funds to support a child right now however I really wish I could’ve kept him. I even gave him a name. I am grieving so profoundly right now and honestly sometimes I don’t want to be here. I hope someone can talk to me

I had an abortion april 18th 2020. I knew I was having a girl, named her, had her nursery picked out. Clothes given to me. I was excited. Unfortunately I didn't have the support from the baby's dad or from my family. The dad wasn't around kinda just bounced and my family wanted me to get an abortion and every time I talked excitedly about the baby they would tell me it's too early to think about those things. I wish I had my baby girl here with me. You are not alone in this fight and regret. I hope we both find peace one day within the decisions we made during difficult circumstances.

 

[Trigeo]

Hi, Halina02. I am very sorry for what you have experienced. It must have been so difficult to feel so excited and to want to continue the pregnancy but to have no support along with a lot of pressure to have an abortion. Please consider registering for an account so you can access our online community; this forum is only viewable by other guests and site volunteers but our main boards host a whole community of members and you will be supported on your healing journey. You will notice that I will be editing a portion of your post to comply with our board guidelines in order to avoid triggering members. Once you have registered for an account, we can talk about this privately if you wish. Hugs and healing; peace and acceptance are possible!