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Discussion in 'Guest Board' started by zigzig94, Jun 4, 2016.

  1. zigzig94

    zigzig94 New Member

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    .. Don't know how to start ..

    I'm currently 26. I was in a 2-2 1/2 year on and off relationship with a guy I met in college. He was my first for everything. The only person I have had sex with and the first person I had a relationship with. I broke up with him in November because I wanted him to do well for himself. He was getting bad grades and I felt like the relationship was effecting his grades. We didn't have the most healthy relationship but I loved him enough to keep the relationship going even though I knew we were doomed from the beginning. We were not compatible and everyone around us knew that. After the break up I had a conversation with him about I don't want to have sex with anyone else nor do I want to see anyone. So we continued our relationship like we never broke up. We still use to argue here and there after the break up and in February I found out I was pregnant. I called him right away. He didn't answer my call because we were arguing about something that was so irrelevant to the information I wanted to share with him. So I texted him with proof that I was pregnant. He didn't talk to me for three weeks. Instead he called me a manipulative liar and then when he did believe me he just didn't say anything. I felt so alone so I reached out to his mom. Who was the devil. She called me a liar too and then when she believed me she made it seem like it was my fault and that her son is in school and I would be ruining his future. So at the end in March I went and got an abortion by myself. No help emotionally, physically nor financially. The day I got it done was the first time he called me and it felt like he only called to see if I got the abortion. After that he said he called back but never did. Instead through friends I found out he went out to party that night and got drunk. He has not come by to see me or ask how I am doing since then. Ive cried and cried now I'm feeling like I want revenge. I want him to feel everything I felt. I know thats not going to help me heal but I just cant imagine how he can get away with it. I lost my peace of mind and I can't trust anyone anymore.
     
  2. Trigeo

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    I replied to your other thread, (((zigzag)))