[Emotional Pain] I don’t know what to do..

[Jennybuddy3210]

I let my dad talk me into abortion. I had to think about it within 24 hours. I feel so hurt. If I lasted until today I could have made an educated decision. I regret doing it, I want her back badly. I can’t stop crying, I feel like I lost part of myself. Why did I do this? What do I do? Knowing my baby was thrown in a bin, and handled without love by nurses. Not even a proper goodbye. It wasn’t right. I’m a monster.

Needed a place to vent

 

[SuzanneL]

Hi hon. I'm sorry for all you've been through. If you make a username and pw, it will open up the boards, to all of us, and tons of support. Your story has similarities to mine and I understand some of what you're going through. We are here for you. (((BigHugs)))

 

[Trigeo]

Hi, Jenny. I’m so sorry you were coerced and that you feel uncomfortable with your choice. We have many in our group who can relate, and our entire community is so compassionate and will help you through this. I hope you’ll register for an account. (((hug)))

 

[maddie042518]

I let my dad talk me into abortion. I had to think about it within 24 hours. I feel so hurt. If I lasted until today I could have made an educated decision. I regret doing it, I want her back badly. I can’t stop crying, I feel like I lost part of myself. Why did I do this? What do I do? Knowing my baby was thrown in a bin, and handled without love by nurses. Not even a proper goodbye. It wasn’t right. I’m a monster.

Needed a place to vent

I feel the same way, it's been two years since I had it and it always hurts all the time. I just have this hole in my heart that can't be filled, I can't even look at babies without wanting to cry.

 

[Trigeo]

Hi, Maddie. I'm sorry you have been struggling alone all this time. I strongly suggest you register for an account so that you can post on our main boards. This board is only seen by volunteers and other guests but our main site has a whole community of people who can support you through your grief and healing. (((hugs)))