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[Emotional Pain] I don’t know what to do..

Discussion in 'Guest Board' started by Jennybuddy3210, Jan 11, 2019.

  1. I let my dad talk me into abortion. I had to think about it within 24 hours. I feel so hurt. If I lasted until today I could have made an educated decision. I regret doing it, I want her back badly. I can’t stop crying, I feel like I lost part of myself. Why did I do this? What do I do? Knowing my baby was thrown in a bin, and handled without love by nurses. Not even a proper goodbye. It wasn’t right. I’m a monster.

    Needed a place to vent
     
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  2. SuzanneL

    SuzanneL Abracadabra Staff Member Moderator SRG C5 Puppy Puppy Moon Kiss chocolate Emerald Hat

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    Hi hon. I'm sorry for all you've been through. If you make a username and pw, it will open up the boards, to all of us, and tons of support. Your story has similarities to mine and I understand some of what you're going through. We are here for you. (((BigHugs)))
     
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  3. Trigeo

    Trigeo Tree-G, The Serial Poster Staff Member Administrator Technical Administrator Super Moderator Moderator Support Specialist Manager SRG Leader SRG A5 SRG B5 SRG C5 SRG G5 SRG H5 Rainbow Sapphire Flip Flops Moon Wave Sunflower Dolphin Emerald Heart Flower Dark Blue Canada Leaves Angel

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    Hi, Jenny. I’m so sorry you were coerced and that you feel uncomfortable with your choice. We have many in our group who can relate, and our entire community is so compassionate and will help you through this. I hope you’ll register for an account. (((hug)))
     
  4. maddie042518

    maddie042518 Guest

    I feel the same way, it's been two years since I had it and it always hurts all the time. I just have this hole in my heart that can't be filled, I can't even look at babies without wanting to cry.
     
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    Trigeo Tree-G, The Serial Poster Staff Member Administrator Technical Administrator Super Moderator Moderator Support Specialist Manager SRG Leader SRG A5 SRG B5 SRG C5 SRG G5 SRG H5 Rainbow Sapphire Flip Flops Moon Wave Sunflower Dolphin Emerald Heart Flower Dark Blue Canada Leaves Angel

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    Hi, Maddie. I'm sorry you have been struggling alone all this time. I strongly suggest you register for an account so that you can post on our main boards. This board is only seen by volunteers and other guests but our main site has a whole community of people who can support you through your grief and healing. (((hugs)))