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[Sad post] I hate myself

Discussion in 'Guest Board' started by Unregistered, Mar 10, 2012.

  1. Unregistered

    Unregistered Guest

    I had my abortion a week ago yesterday. I feel absolutely devastated. It was the worst mistake of my life. I tried so hard to convince my ex and mother that keeping this baby was the smart thing to do. I'm 26 and have always wanted kids. So then I get pregnant and take it away?! I'm sick. I hate myself. I feel absolutely alone and lost and like no one will ever get how I feel. My ex told me that he would get me through this. He hasn't. I feel worse every day. I can't believe I did this. I can't sleep. I have to take Advil pm to even get a couple hours. My ex told me I needed to find someone else to support too. I don't want to. I feel like he's the only person that I want to talk to about this because he was there in the room with me. I have so much resentment. All I wanted was for him to say let's leave here. We can do this together. But he clearly did not do that.
    I'm usually a happy person. I don't even remember what being happy feels like any more. I was 10.5 weeks when I did it. When am I going to be able to wake up happy again. Am I ever going to get over this pain?
     
  2. jilly

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    Hi, I am so sorry you had such a terrible time. Please register for a username and come into the forum, you will find lots of support!!