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Opening up for the first time...

Discussion in 'Guest Board' started by sammysweetiexoxo, Dec 21, 2017.

  1. First of all I have never confided in a forum about this.. but I am still so sad, so anything is worth trying. I randomly found this site and I feel like it was a sign.
    I am 23 years old.
    I found out I was pregnant in June of this year, and got an abortion in June of this year.
    I am always an empath..
    For people who don't know what that is, being an empath is when you are affected by other peoples energies, and have an ability to intuitively feel and perceive others.. including pregnancy and children.
    This happened 6 months ago, and now is when I feel sadder than ever. The reasoning behind the abortion is more than enough, but I feel so guilty, ashamed.. just awful. I've gained a tremendous amount of weight (empath trait..) and I feel like I am literally dying. My body hurts, my heart hurts, I have constant nightmares, I want to cry 24/7, etc. Although I know I made the right choice, and I have no *real* regrets, but I feel like part of my soul missing, I'm broken, and now is when I have no idea what to do.
     
  2. Trigeo

    Trigeo The Serial Poster Staff Member Administrator Super Moderator Moderator Support Specialist Manager SRG Leader Technical Administrator SRG A5 SRG B5 SRG C5 Moon Emerald Flip Flops Butterfly Leaves Canada

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    This board is seen only by other guests and admin and volunteer staff but if you create an account for our site, you will have access to our compassionate community and thousands of threads, hun. Many of us know we made the right choice and don't regret it but still grieve deeply. Healing is possible and by joining our site you will have so much support along the way. Hugs.
     
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  3. birdwatcher

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    Hey hon, I am so sorry you're struggling. I hope you'll consider registering for an account and joining us over on the main boards. You'll find a lot of support there. ((HUGS))