I found out about the pregnancy very early at 4 weeks. Right away I knew it was going to be hard to pay for an abortion in Texas. The cost is about $800. I did end up purchasing the medication in Mexico over the counter(at a safe and well known pharmacy). The entire road trip was the most stressful 16 hours of my life. Everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. I had no question of whether or not I wanted the abortion, but I find myself depressed now that it’s over. The process was scary. The bleeding and cramping was intense. I feel like I’m being an emotional burden on my significant other. He never wanted me to go through this. I’m just constantly crying. I feel like maybe therapy would help, Im just scared to talk about it.